Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I'm sorry but I really didn't want to go graduationg with you. I knew tt you only had us to depend on and I really wanted to help but I don't know how to. Your reliance is getting on my bundles of neurones. I'm sorry but to ignore you. I know tt you won't read this post so it doesn't matter whether or not it's here and you won't even know who you are. But I just can't stand it and even though some ppl understand. I still don't understadn myself. But you really need to learn how to be INDEPENDENT. I know I'm mean but this is my only way to do it in such a way tt you wouldn't know and at the same time less saddening for you. When will you realise the fact tt we just simplay can't get along. Don't you have your own grp of friends. It may seem like as if I'm being over-sensitive but I just can't help it. Everyone's helping me to lie and I'm sorry for this. I really am. When whould you realise tt you are in a different world. I'm sorry but I don't wish to see you again. I really hope tt the team can do well together but I'm not too sure if I can tell myself to. I may attend any of the team occasion because you are there. You even make me not feel like playing Floorball anymore because I know tt if I continue my life in Floorball, I'm sure to see you again and I don't wish tt tt would happen. Am I being mean. I don't know this is just how I feel. It's irritating me and I've got no one else to tell but this freaking machine standing right in front of me. How pathetic can I get. I don't know if this choice is right but I'm a stubborn person and will not listen anyone else other than myself when my mind is made. Though my team has tried to convince me, I just can't let it go. Is it real bad to treat you like tt but I think tt drifting away is the best solution because time is the best medicine I suppose. I think nobody is gonna read this paragraph because it's so long and I shan't continue.Saw Amanda when we reached and guess what she was in. Shirt and Shorts. How power can she get. Charmaine even better. So shinny like going to club or what. This is the second time I saw Steph in a skirt and tt better not be the last time. I hope to see her in skirt again because she is pretty.
I hate it. I can't believe tt throughout the whole lunch I sat at the same table as Xinni and Dinie tt bunch of b******. I'm sorry but I just can't stand it. I was in a bad mood and I guess they knew it. Tt STUPID dinie still thought tt I was talking abt her when I was whispering to Nanda. If you think tt you are tt worthy of for me to bitch abt then go ahead. I don't care abt you HYPOCRITE. I just don't understand why such a person can ever exist and have friends. I bet her friends are just as hypocritical as her. This kind of a person can NEVER in her life find a true friend. I'm glad I've found one. Not this machine though. I love her and I suppose we'll accompany each other till death though I'll be in poly and she JC. I know she doesn't read my blog either but I just love her.
Juniors I'm so disappionted in you all. No video for my grad la, So sad can. I shall blog some other day. Gonna talk to my best friend. Have not talked to her for a long long time.